4 months have passed my darling son.. mummy is so lost and lonely without you.. i still think your coming home and i think i always will... every day i such a struggle without you. Nothing seems right . You weren't meant to leave me it wasn't your time. I just need you to know i think of you every second of every day.. i love you with everything i am... i miss you jamie.. love always and forever your mummy Xxxxxxxxxxx 💙